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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Monday, November 27, 2006
and i am so regretting it now
kinda miss those life of mine in the past
reminiscing is great
but just that the disappointments after that is heartwrecking
i just wanna a simple life
but why is it such that everytime things will just get more complicated?
y sumtimes the feeling is so 'on' and 'off'?
such that i dun even know wad to do?
wo fang bu xia
but just that sumtimes i get so tired.
i know u too are tired
countingdown is just a method to soothe ourselves down
but u and i know that it serves no purpose
wad do we get after 33 days later?
still nothing right?
why shld we keep deceiving ourselves?
why cant we just face it to reality?
shld we just stop countingdown?
i can easily say that
thirty three days later, and i shall hang on;
but can i really?
after 33 days
wad changes?
nothing
nothing will improve
nothing will change
i dun have the confidence to get back the trust
its impossible
i know it
and u shld get into ur mind too, now
stop deceiving ourselves
i'm not angry with u
nor with anyone else
no one but myself
cus to a certain point, i created this mess
ended myself in this pile of shit
probably this is wad i shld get
to get wad i deserve.
but until this point
i guess its my limit
i can stand it no longer
i'm tired
seriously tired
tired of feeding myself with all those lies
tired of facing them everyday
jiu suan wo fang bu xia
na you zen yang?
jiu suan wo she bu de
na you zen yang?
things are back to square one