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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
alrights.back to updates.
anyway, i got new specs -.-
it looks wierd on me though o.O
wells,
nowadays, i just find that i cant even bring myself to look at u
i really wanna pull u back on track.
cus i know u arent that kinda person with that kinda attitude.
at least, i thought u arent.
perhaps i'm wrong?
so many times, i wanna ask u wads wrong
but the attitude that u gav really make feel as though watever i do is useless.
u know how happy i was when i received ur sms during the New Year?
i kept the sms till now
cus that was ur PROMISE, thats wad u promised me
u once told yl that u wun quit, cus u promised me n carline during JBF that u wun
so wads happening now?
are those empty promises that u tricked us into believing u?
if it is, u've succeeded.
cus,
i've really believed u
no joke.
frm the rebellious sec 1 kid that i've known u to be,
u proved the rest wrong.
everybody said that u wun stay for long,
but now? u are sec 2 senior
saw u stayed back to help the sec 1 on their first sectionals,
i was really happy,
cus i thot that u actually take pride in the section,
in ur juniors
then why now? now?
saw u being transferred to bass clarinet,
saw how much u HATE the instrument at first,
until JBF when u requested for a solo
like u are actually proud enuf of ur instrument till u want to show it off.
the past few months,
u showed ur concern for the section, and i trusted u enuf with the section probs,
i asked u to help
and once again, u promised to help
u did.
u dint fail me.
why the sudden change in attitude?
WHY?
tell me that i've interpretated ur actions wrongly.
if i've interpretated ur actions correctly, thinking that u r actually proud to be a clarinetist
den why the change??
why?
u told jess that u dun need the whole section to beg u to stay
but if we dun care, will we actually take the trouble to persuade?
to ask?
do u think we will?
alrights (:
done of updating (:
shall update tmr!
i'm praying very hard...
i dun wish anything to happen
i cant lose any of my loved ones again
i cant bear that.
praying hard that the medical checkup will be fine tmr
dun break up my family
dun ever