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Sunday, February 25, 2007
emo day yesterday.wasnt right since friday night
and i bet loads of band-ers felt that way too.
but i guess it never hit me that hard until yesterday
reached school yesterday at 9.20am
saw shuyi,jess and then xiangyun.
talked abt everything
especially to xiangyun.
asked loads of questions.
why and why and more whys...
never felt so disapointed in myself before.
never
overheard wad BT said to cybil a few days ago
' if ur studies is good, ur playing will be good
cause wad matters is ur attitude'
probably i really hav the wrong attitude.
towards studies, band everything.
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biology test -- ecology
tomorrow
and i haven studied.
spent my time revising mole concept yesterday night.
and i guess its just another waste of time
dint manage to know anything.
by hook or by crook, i hav to make sure i score well for this test.
i HAVE to.
facing so many problems,
i really dunno how to overcome it.
but
i'll just make sure that i'll slowly solve any obstacles that come into my way.
no matter how long or how slowly it takes, i WILL do it.
so long as i dun stop trying, i believe that i'll be able to do it.
regarding band and my section.
i know that my members are striving n improving
and i sincerely hope that they can carry on
which i know that they will (:
its just a matter of another five weeks.
after braving thru so many obstacles and those rough patches,
dun give up NOW.
giving up just now just meant that both ur efforts and our efforts will all be washed down the drain.
'ur attitude determines ur altitude' -- quoted by cheng song?
solve any problems that comes into ur way, immediately
dun leave it snowballing.
u wanna change something badly, do it with all ur heart.
first thing first,
my first obstacle -- biology test.
i'm gonna make it.
i'm not giving up cus of the lack of time.
yet, i'm STRIVING cus of the lack of time.
thats the attitude i'm gonna have.
i had never believed in my ability.
but i do now.
cus i know that my grades hav not been like that all aong.
i have the ability.
it just depends on me if i'm willing to work towards it.
thanks mummy and daddy. i love you.
no matter how harsh mr tan's words are.
no matter how cold his eyes seemed at that moment.
no matter how much i feel like breaking down.
i wun.