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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
yeppsits valentine's day
and frenship day for those who are nc sixteen
cant help but feeling a bit lost.
compared to last year,
i felt sadder, lonlier,emptier and nothing else more.
tinge of saddness overwhlemed me in the morning.
wad happened last year,same time, same day
still remained fresh in my mind.
frenship day...
yea sure.
i guess my hopes are all DASHED today.
probably its the disappointed after much anticipation
but i guess today, this year, is far frm the 14th feb that i've known last year.
its good to be surrounded by frens
i dun deny that my good frens in 4/5 are cool
yet, i dun deny that i'm wished sumthing more could hav happened.
saw her today,
and yes, not even a hug.
i've miss the times when i've chat with her
she never fails to make me laugh
never EVER.
lurve the times when we slack tgt
love the times when we appreciate 'mini clips'
where are the times?
long gone, i supposed.
yes,
i know times have changed.
i know i cant be that selfish to make time returned
but i only wanna say that,
if i ever ever hav this ability,
i would very much treasure this frenship that i have with her
looked at her blog,
somehow wishing that the person that she is talking is abt me
yet deep down,
i know that it isnt true.
perhaps i'm long forgotten
i'm not that kinda person tat hangs out with frens.
seriously,
in times of saddness, lonliness,
i really miss her presence.
but time after time,
wad i've seen makes me realise that i've gotta be independent.
no one can be there with u forever
frens enter ur life, will bound to leave it sooner or later.
is there really such thing as 'frens forever?'
i doubt it
i so doubt it.
yes,
i know i shld live out of the past
leave the past behind,
buried within me.
only with those memories left.
yes i know i shld.
but i guess, i cant
i cant bring myself to forget the shared memories that we had in the same class.
those times when we went for recess
is there another time as innocent as then?
as time passes,
we get busier,
and we can only shake our heads in regrets that we DINT TREASURE THE TIMES.
now its gone, its gone FOREVER.
the time that we had in the past,
cant be retrieved.
you hav ur life now,
and i've had mine.
two parallel lines, where no ends meet.
no connection between us.
i admit defeat.
and probably start building new frenships, strengthen existing ones, leaving behind the past, WITH THE MEMORIES BURIED DEEP DOWN.
i'll treasure them...
yes, i'm speaking with tinges of regrets.
but i'm not spoiling the mood of the rest (:
wishing u guys out there,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S AND FRIENDSHIP DAY (:
i miss veron n carline. hell lot.