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Wednesday, May 09, 2007
hell.
nxt week is full of testss
1) bio SPA
2) physics SPA
3) E maths test
4) Physics test - ALL SEC THREE TOPICS!!
5) Chemistry test
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SEE THAT?!
the sec fours arent having a nice time either!
argh
andAND we are only given so short notice!
nice huh.
nice huh.
physics, KILLER.
all sec three topics?
especially my foundation is so so so weak.
clashes with so many other tests and SPAs
i'm seriously going mad.
i would rather hav MYE seriously,
at least we would not have so many topics to cover.
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INTEGRATION will be included in A maths.
like waddehell?!
june hols are supposed to have revisions and
lessons shld seriously go SLOW
wads the point of rushing through everything
yet NOTHING goes into our mind?
having so many new concepts,
having so many new concepts,
yet nothing gets DRILLED inside.
rushing through all,
memorising like mad.
in the end? those info are so short termed
WHY?
just becus we arent UNDERSTANDING the topic,
but DEAD MEMORISING it.
is that what it shld be?
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studies,
driving me MAD.
driving me up the wall.
suffocating me right now.
cant stand the sight of books
cant stand the thought of having common test.
cant IMAGINE ME taking the O levels.
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and its not that i want to take my anger out on anybody,
and the fact is i DINT.
even if i wasnt studying,
my temper would be out too.
and furthermore,
i've read the SAME OLD SENTENCE for
TEN WHOLE MINS
not even knowing wad it means at all.
who wont be frustrated when u KNOW that there ISNT time for u to go so slow?!
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i know that every test is impt to me,
i know that i have been an utter disappointment last year
thats why i'm trying so hard this year.
and i KNOW that i have alot of work to be done to make up for last year.
thats why i know i have no time to waste.
YET,
i cant get away from my distractions!
i'm still so lazy!
i'm still that stupid!
arghs
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yea,
was just venting it out.
know that today wun be a good day for me
especially when my stomach hurts since last night till today.
wad problem? god knows.
like wad the hell is wrong with me nowadays?!
ARGHS.
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