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Cheryl Low

' Eighteen.
' Clarinetist.
' NYJCian
' 08th Nov '91

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I wonder why do people say such harsh words to their loved ones
just in an heated argument.
one started shouting and another one shouting back.
one punished and one crying?
is it what a family shld be like?
harsh words, words that make u regret after u cooled down
then why? why in the first place u said that out?
when u reach a point when u cant bear things anymore,
and u started to hurt each other.
till u saw tears brimming and YET, still dint stop?
or rather, u start hurling curses.
nice way u have for handling ur temper.
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wads wrong with this world? this family?
wads wrong with me?
shld i be doing something? to prevent the argument
or try my best to stop this argument?
or shld i just leave all these matters for the so-called adults to handle?
can they really handle?
or rather, can they prevent themselves from venting out their anger
and stop hurting anyone anymore before the damage gets too great to be dealt with?
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who am i to interfere?
what say do i have in this family?
except to bow and nod to all their requests?
can i shout? or stamp? or even to cry?
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why cant there be love in this world.
even in a small family of four and this cant be achieved?
then wads more in a country of billions and millions of people?
wad kindness, wad love, wad white lies do people say to pacify themselves?
they arent lying to anyone but themselves.
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why cant u utter a single word 'sorry' just to pacify the other party
while my sis, just a kid of five, had been apologising since hours ago
just for u to forgive her when u heartlessly refused to.
standing in a room since 5pm till now.
crying and begging just for u to forgive her.
even a kindergarten kid have much more sense than you two
the so-called adults.
everytime in a quarell
u both made me hard to love this family.
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what can us kids ask for?
just a pat, a word of forgiveness,
is that so hard to achieve?
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disappointed with the adults.
are they really that sensible?
are they are really?
it takes me so much for me to agree with their doings at times.
but what can i do?
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i cant stand it.



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