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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Read a book titled- not as crazy as i seem.and its about a boy that has OCD (obessive compulsive disorder)
he is afraid to eat in cafeterias, thinking that its a germ swamp
and he would check and keep re-check that his locker his locked,
he would keep doing things in fours (example like before entering a door,
he wold always make sure that he would be the fourth person to go in,
or multiples of four lurh)..
okay, in the book, it mentioned that each and every single person would have some of these symtoms lurh, like u have to do something or else bad luck will befall u or something like that. do you?
i'm not sure if i have or not lar.
okay thats beside the point.
what i'm trying to say is,
in the book it mentioned that this boy went to deathclock.com to check out when is he going to die.
and just now when i'm surfing the net,
i thought of this website and then just type in the add, to chec if this website really existed.
and to my surprise, its a real website lurh.
so yes, i tried and found out my personalised death date (thats what they call it)
its on
TUESDAY, JANUARY 20, 2071
and i've got 2,006,467,288 seconds more to live, this second.
and its ticking away now. this moment.
cant help but thinking if all these was real, what shld i be doing now?
still mugging for that stupid common test?
all these seem so NOT important now lurh.
like who cares if u score well or not if u know that u only have 2,006,467,194 seconds to live now?
every second is precious aint it?
but then, come to think of it,
what seems important now?
it beats me though.
slacking now, blogging,
and waiting for my tutor to come.
she postponed yesterday's tuition.
okay, so i'm wasting my seconds now. 2,006,437,119.
hahs.
okay, i think i sound emo.
or rather this whole post sounded emo?
i'm not alright?
i just hope and wish that common test will be over sooonn
its getting my nerves up and me all cranky.
okay,
a random post.
shall end here.
ciao!
2,006,467,012 seconds till then.