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Monday, July 23, 2007
alrights.here to update on my SUCKY results.
failed BOTH maths.
physics: 44.5/80
biology: 50/80
engligh compre: 13/25
its just kinda saddening to know that my results turned out to be like THAT.
after one month or rather three weeks of mugging to be exact.
and to YOU-KNOW-WHO:
i'm NOT acting, nor am i trying to get attention or whatever u say it.
i cried after the physics exam not because i needed sympathy
but because that i'm utterly saddened and disappointed.
cause u dont know how bloody hell hard did i work my that stupid physics.
and how it sucked to realise that i just BLANKED out during the exam
and i forget my basic concepts.
u dont know how late i stayed up to complete my workouts.
and u dont know how much this physics CT meant to me.
just because of that compliment during PTC,
the pressure acts up.
cause i know i CANT FAIL.
and i've tried to sickening hard to force myself to love a subject that i've hated since ...forever.
i cant say that i know what u have been thru
probably u did study too. but so what?
i dint say u didnt right?
u are probably as disappointed as me. but so?
did i comment anything?
just mind ur own grades, and dont interfere with mine
cause mine suck AND i dont need ur comments.
so keep it to yourself.
whatever it is,
i guess the class dint do well for this CT,
but yes, lets work hard together (:
and i believe that nothing is impossible ;DD
jiayoux!
i work hard not for you
but because i dont want that particular scene to happen again
and i dont wanna hear those words, 'try harder next time' ever again,
just like what happens last year.
'cause i would rather u churn my stomach and twirl my insides, and even so,
it wont hurt THAT much.