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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Friday, August 03, 2007
alrights, its been a longg time since i last posted.past one week, it was really dreadful.
i'm like bursting with emotions, and i wanted to let it all out thru blogging,
venting it using the power of words.
but i just realise that i just dont know how and where to start from.
i dont know how to describe my feelings then,
like no words suited that situation.
so i just choose the easier way out- to keep it all.
but yes, i did tell my friends and junior.
people like elaine, peiqi, yuqing. these three lovely people of mine
they really make my day.
elaine!
dumb pig! (: thanks for that message! i was really touched and happy to receive that.
thanks so much for putting up with my moodswings,
and although we keep 'bullying' each other in school, i'm truely grateful to you (:
u are always able to make me feel as though nothing is impossible
nothing is too late. and everything will be fine.
thanks so much in trying to get me cheer up.
eggy is grateful ;DD
peiqi!
heys! thanks so much for hearing me out (:
chinese lessons are so much fun with you. we talk about everything under the sun.
and sometimes i find that u will know what i'm thinking even without me telling u.
it just saves me from alot or trouble
and it makes me so happy to know that i'm not alone (:
yuqing!
heys! actually that day, after consoling you,
i feel happier too.its like my load is so much lighter.
cus i feel that since i gave u such advices, i shld also put it into practice too.
anyway, u may me sort out my thinkings too (:
one last thing, i miss greenturtle (:
louisa!
heys! i know u got loads of problems,
so i sincerely hope that things will work out for you!
lately, we have been going home tgt and having lunch tgt
its really fun! but then, hope that u have straighten out ur thinkings okay?
mustmust! best lucks (:
its great to know that i've such great friends by my side.
and i realise that i'll always have this kind of 'thanksgiving' session
lols. i guess its just that i'm just an emo person.
i've learnt to accept this fact (:
classmates think that i'm crazy in school,
laughing and laughing non-stop.
tgt with my crazy partner.
there are times when i got emo.
but i can never show it during school times.
partly because i dont wanna be labelled as an ACT
and another is that my group is always that crazy
with elaine, wenyuan, and jokes about twentyninepointfour.
i dont really mean that of cus,
but yes, sometimes its just a vector for me to get those emo thoughts out.
so i guess people like wy and louis and winston will just treat me like someone whose wires aint connected properly in her brain.
i'll just keep laughing and laughing as though there is no tmr.
but band-mates shld know that u can never ever label cheryl as cheerful.
she is one emo freak. that breaks down almost every prac.
she is the useless one, who causes her section to be stagnant there.
yes,i'm most apologetic to them.
but i love them, so much. from the bottom of my heart.
i'm not the best sl, but i dare say that i love u gals with every ounce that i can.
ahh.
i suddenly miss PE.
hahs. no joke. cheryl, the ANTI PE freak says that she misses PE lessons at 8.22pm on a friday.
random, yes, i know. hahs.
but i guess its only that period where i can really just sit ard with elaine, randy, joyce
and just SLACK.
i hate the stress coming and oozing out everywhere.
so breathless