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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
do i have the time to practice foraural, improvisation, sight reading, transposition, melody singing, accompaniment
and the FULL major and minor scales. do i?
especially when i just cant complete my crap biology,
when TMR is prelims,
and i'm sure that i'm gonna flunk it all.
u think i have all these in mind?
you slammed.
right on the piano keys.
what can i do but to just smile and fake it away?
what u expect me to do?
to cry? or to plead with you.
i know i said tonnes of 'next weeks'
but look right here, do u think i have the time?
if i can, if i'm allowed,
why wont i prac? u tell me.
i'm not wasting their money, but rather,
i cant bear to thrash their hopes on me.
charmaine didnt come,
and its only left with us,
he played so well, so what makes me left with?
he finished it in FIFTEEN seconds,
when i took fifteen MINUTES.
i wont quit so easily, cus i made i promise yesterday.
three of us. next year YEF, we WILL make it there.
so i cant, and i wont quit.
even though it means facing that stern look on ur face every week.
idontgiveadamn.
--
yesterday's concert was a super embarrassing experience for me.
the whole hall was waiting for me.
cus I SAT AT THE WRONG ORGAN!!
and tat MDR wasnt correct.
blame on my nervousness.
that moment of silence was like so..!!
when i know that pairs of eyes were staring right me.
charmaine mouthed, 'ready?'
and i shook my head, hands trembling big time.
i mouthed,' NO! dont have the song inside!'
and she said,' MDR MDR MDR!' and she turned to ask edwin.
almost a WHOLE MINUTE passed,
and the whole hall is DEAD quiet.
then, edwin walked right from the other side to my organ.
i almost cried lurh!
i dont even dare to peep at the audience
and my heart is just pounding
then mr tan came over and whispered,
'eh simin, the other organ!'
and i was like, SHIT.
so MALU can?!
after our perf,
i was like so warm all over,
sweating like nobody business.
and i was so darn afraid that edwin would be angry lurh
cus i thought that charmaine forced him to come over and help me
but luckily, he came on his own accord ((:
and they gave me mineral water to dingshen.
hahas. not bad ar. but i was really darn embarrassed lurh.
RAHS!
then during the interval,
we were lame-d by edwin's leng xiao hua.
-.-"
and charmaine say that next year, we will participate in YEF.
and top it (:
yesyesyesyes! we WILL!
and yes,
at least the song wasnt screwed up.
but yesterday's experience wasnt that great either.
and last thing, edwin was the youngest amongst us.
our little brother lurh (: