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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Monday, November 26, 2007
i always thought that the days after O lvls for mewould be an oh-so-perfect life.
i thought that afte all those months of books,
life would be easier, and better for me.
i was told that i will prefer the life before O lvls way back then.
and i retorted, 'bullshit'.
but now as i reflected,
i realise that it really isnt a bed of roses.
things dont seem rosy.
things dont seem bright.
i envy myself back then,
when at the very least,
my mind was occupied.
but now, when exams are over,
my mind becomes wild.
i cant believe that the life that i had worked so bloody hard for,
was just like THIS.
when the hard fact hit me,
and tell me that things arent gona be the same anymore
school.friends.BAND.
'same' conductor.DIFFERENT band.
do you understand what the quotation marks mean?
do you understand what i mean behind those?
do you?
people, please TREASURE.
and now,
i so childishly pray for things to remain stagnant
i dont want to grow up