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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Monday, November 26, 2007
there was once a saying that goes:always treasure what u have before everything is gone and lost.
and i never really truely cared about what this sentence really means,
until i went into nyjc for the tune in session.
(not that the band was terrible or whatever, far from it. they were in fact, great!)
but it just felt DIFFERENT.
i just feel that NOTHING, NOTHING can ever replace AMKSSBAND.
HE,for one thing,was different.
HE never scolds,
the piece was SO BADLY PLAYED, but he said that we can perform it already.
he was smiling throughout the band prac,
as though he was super satisfied with the pieces.
but we know that,its FAR from perfection.
we were just practically sightreading it.
yingying was great,
she told me that tune in session is supposed to be fun and relaxing,
so BT cant be so stern and all.
but she also tell me that mr tan NEVER scolds nyjcband.
and that isnt what i want.
i still remember the fear that he always strikes in me in amkss,
but just for his one word of praise for my section,
i can just work so HARD,
but now?
this smiling man in front of us,
i just cant call him mrbrandotan.
cus he ISNT.
why the bias treatment?
WHY?!
he told us that we are going japan nxt year,
but the thought of us going as NYJCBAND,
makes me feel so SICK.
AMKSSBAND, something that can NEVER CHANGE.
just tell me WHATSWRONG?!