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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
GT:i deleted that first post,
cus i know that its gona hurt you if u see it.
i deleted that second post that u saw
cus i wanted to show u that no matter what happens,
u will always be my darling junior,
someone whom i 'brought' up or at least,
tried to bring up for the two years.
i daresay that i didnt do my job well,
i daresay that i had protrayed a weak SL to u guys
i daresay that i didnt ensure that u guys pass off well.
cus everything shows it all.
i guess its best left unsaid.
but no matter what,
if u need a listening ear,
i'm always here for you.
if u have problems regarding playing,
u can seek help from pupeng,
she is a much better choice.
i'm sorry that i've had to be so straightforward here
not to hurt you of course,
i'm just choosing the best choice for you (:
no matter what,
u must know that u will always be my junior no matter what
and nothing can ever change the affinity between us
and the 2 years that we have been through tgt.
i love you yuqing, i always do, and i always WILL.
--
yes,
lost confidence in myself today during band prac.
it was SHATTERED into pieces.
no matter what,
i know that no matter how much i try
i know nothing will come out from it.
i just stink
stink at everything =D
hahas.
perhaps one day, i'll just wish that i am never a dsa student,
cus if i'm given a chance,
i dont think i'm staying in band.
perhaps, never in my life.
i know of this sentence,
ai de yue shen, shang de yue shen.
band, something that i've tried so hard to achieve
something i've once put in my heart and soul into,
has nth left but just the hurt that it has brought to me.
i cant bear the sight.
i cant bear to let the truth sink into me.
i cant.
things stink so much now.
it stink so much.
i've failed in anything that i've done.
and i know nothing than to CRY AND CRY AND CRY MY EYES OUT
yes, i can CONTINUE THIS WAY AND I'LL FAIL THROUGH MY LIFE.
what can i say? that i wish i was never a band member.