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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
i'm slacking my days off.(and it feels so awful)
appointment on monday
(and i dont feel like going)
made a decision
(somehow i feel that i'll regret)
going to stick with it
(for as long i can hold out)
it feels awful not having the urge to drown in all those lecture notes
and it feels terrible to know that people have been busy doing their tutorials
while i'm stuck right here, stagnant.
getting back O level results soon.
i'm afraid of my results, cus i'm getting nightmares
and dreams that are too good to be true.
so i cant infer anything out of my dreams
as they are so extreme.
leave it to fate to decide?
(hah. wonder why people can feel so helpless at times)
when can i ever settle down,
and start to work again?
(i've got to brush those thoughts away, right now
and start afresh)
usually a bath will put things right,
cus it helps to clear my mind
so that i'll be fresh again
and my brain will start to work again.
but, why i feel so different this time?
everybody's changing.
(and i dont feel the same)