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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Monday, February 11, 2008
having seconds thoughts about the japantripand yet, the consent form is due on like, WED?
band to me, is something monotonous.
i dont understand.
though i still look forward to it,
though i still love my clarinet,
i dont love the section.
i dont love the band.
i dont love it.
i dont want to work my ass off just for his bloody nod.
i dont want to cramp myself with like tonnes of responsibility just for his smile.
Even IF i do all that like what i did for past FOUR years,
i dont earn his respect.
yea, i dont.
so what for me doing what i am doing presently?
working like a miserable dog just for a pat on my head?
well, i dont even get a GLANCE.
this is how bad it is.
i dont wish to go japan.
i dont want.
whatever. perhaps i'll make a decision tmr, or rather, i have to.
yeayeayea.
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school is quite fun today
just that PAE is finishing and things are going to be back to those mugging days
i hope i can survive. i will survive lurh =D
hope things will go on smoothly for me and everyone else too.
especially those dear to me (:
still not tuned to the right mode yet.
like what mingwei says, he is more cut out to be a shooter than a mugger
as for my case, i'm more cut out to be a slacker than a mugger.
tsktsktsk (:
whatever whatever.
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i dont want to be an attention seeker.
i'm trying hard just to fade away from his vision,
i'm not trying to push away my responsibilites,
i'm just trying to do what i should do.
with him around, i realise i dont know what's correct and what's not.
mr tan, sighs.
what the hell have i done?
and to ____,
heard those rumours right at the beginning of PAE
dont know if they are true or they arent.
a guy flirter? yes, you are.
i dont want to get close to you.
u make me wanna puke.
yuck.
i'm trying not to be an attention seeker.
yea, i'm trying real hard.
i miss peehole!
we have to talk yar? (:
many loves girl! muacks!