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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
lousy mood today.i dont know why i blabber out things that i dont mean to say.
i didnt know. i didnt know what to say.
i dont mean that u arent someone that i can talk to.
but its different.
facing you, i'm at a lost of words.
and on the other hand, i dont know how to put my thoughts into words.
i know u must have felt that i've changed.
that my attitude towards band changed.
but if i tell u now that i dont mean a single thing i said today,
will u even believe me?
homed.
and heard those.
that made me worst.
now, i dont even have a choice.
u said that u will believe what i say if u didnt know me since sec one,
but since u knew me since sec one, u know that there are other reasons.
i'm really happy to hear that,
but then again, how much do you know?
perhaps, i made u disappointed with my answer.
so i smsed u, and tell u that i'll give u my answer by tmr.
but judging the situation now,
i guess my answer still remains.
and again, i think i made matters worst.
whats the point of thinking so much?
i've been trying not to think,
but every practice have been reminding me that the date is drawing near.
seriously, i do hope that icgtj.
i do hope that iagtp.
i really do hope so..
please have the faith in me again.
please...
sorry.