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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Monday, March 03, 2008
dang those teachers/friends/homeworks/quarrels/emotionsthat made my head spins round and round and round.
if i can,
i'll scream out loud at them.
but even after i did, what did i manage to change?
what did i manage to achieve?
past few days,
so many things have changed, all of a sudden
and many things that i've tried to build up since the beginning of the year
have fallen apart once again.
and in the midst of all those blunder,
i realise that i wasnt in the right mind,
not having the right attitude that i should have.
yes, friends for a matter,
have been drifting, once again.
and perhaps its me again, not putting in the effort to salvage.
like what happens to carline and me,
i'm gaining another hi-bye friend.
yet, i'm not putting in any effort to tagg along,
initiate conver, initiate smses.
feeding myself with alot of excuses now.
and i'm just trying to avoid the problems.
till the day when it problem snowballs and fall head-on to me,
and i'll start to cry =D
once again, cheryl never learns her lessons (:
and people out there will be pointing at her and shaking their heads.
hahas.
yea, that's what they will do.
and they'll say that cheryl brings it upon herself.
nah, i'm not caring,
not caring anymore.
i wont die without friends (:
i enjoy being a loner.
nothing last forever.
who dares to tell me that i'm wrong?
I BADLY NEED TO
TALK TO SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS
c'mon c'mon cheryl!
things arent moving on for you!
u've got to put things behind and MOVE ON!
sighs.
give me till tmr night
and i'll have things sorted out.
i will.
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ohgawd.