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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
okay,didnt managed to pull through to the weekends.
the stress level were suddenly so high during the last period - chem
and my tears started flowing.
no time to do the tutorials, and i'm really lagging behind.
heard those fast and unhesitating answers frm my friends mouth,
but mine can only remain shut.
not only for chem, but for all other subjects.
its unfair to know how much more time others have than me.
i think i scared all my classmates including alvin tan
they never once saw me cry.
and today, it was so terrible.
yes, those were comforting words from my classmates,
but seriously, how many of them really knows how it feels?
the feeling that i'm behind
and yet, i've no time to do any catching up.
and with chemistry, maths, english and econs tests all on next week.
i seriously dont know how on earth i am going to cope.
saturday is gone.
morning-band prac
evening-librarian catalog.
so, tell me how am i going to catch up?
sunday-last day of organ practice.
another sad day.
why, why cant cheryl be stronger?
everytime whenever i'm sad in band.
there will always be this particular poster that will enter my sight.
and i'll feel more calm after reading it.
band tomorrow, and i hope everything will be fine.
after crying, i'm feeling really much better.
like i'm letting everything out, and now i'm preparing for the next challenge.
i'll never let anyone down, and i promise myself that i'll be more mature (:
its a new day tmr.
MINGTIANHUIGENGHAO =DD
peace.