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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Feeling kind of disorientated these dayswith the amount of Project Work,
and the squabbles with group mates,
i'm starting to feel that everything's a little too overwhelming for me
didnt manage to go for Night Safari in the end.
though its quite of expected
but yes, i feel the disappointment.
i know that it isnt fair to force her to save
and then force her to spend on something that she doesnt enjoy
so yea, i'm refusing to go next weekend.
its stupid of me to be excited over something that i know that nothing would come out of it
but i guess i cant help to be think that there might be a miracle somehow
so ironic isnt it?
i know that it would not happen
but i keep thinking and hoping for a miracle.
but anyway, i'm happy that she agreed to go at first
because she didnt want to disappoint me.
and now, i couldnt be so selfish can i?
okay, its dumb to fret over a Night Safari trip
i shall now say that
i want my boring lifestyle back
enough of all those ''surprises'' this week.
and i'm ashame of the few drafts of I&R that i submitted.
i shall be a good girl once more
and start on my boring (yet simple and nice) lifestyle.
i guess thats the life for me :)
trying to get myself back on track again.
though it takes time, no doubt.
but i'll try and i'll be even stronger :)
cheryl will survive :D