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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
that 5 mins talk in LT4 with xiangyun after maths lecturekept me thinking so much.
not directly though, indirectly.
yes, perhaps we have all changed.
that perspective that we had, once upon a time.
i thought i had long learnt to let it go.
until i saw those posts.
what had us changed?
what had me changed?
i seriously have no idea.
perhaps its the lack of time
that makes me lose track of everything.
now when they come in,
i dont know how to tell them that
yes, everything's different
must as i dont want to change,
i guess i cant remain.
i can just apologise?
to who? myself perhaps.
actually its just me,
cause people have made it possible, and why cant i?
i dont regret the choice that i made.
i miss wanling.
that senior of mine, whom i always always looked up to.
now she's not there to emphatize,
not there to give me advices anymore.
but i guess the time we had together was sufficient.
cause i really learnt alot from her.
her perspective :)
yesyes,
i'm changing.
perhaps not for the better, to some people
but certainly, i'm making a choice that i wont regret :)
i can apologise to those who i had disappointed.
but behind those apologies,
i know that if i'm given another chance,
i would have make this choice again.
not that i dont love band anymore.
yes, i do. i always love band :)
classmates should know.
just that sometimes focus have to be changed.
much as i dont want to,
but i dont want to regret in the future.
i'll still scold those who pon their CCAs (muahahas)
and i most certainly wont complain about long band pracs,
or long sectionals,
cause to me, band is a hobby, a passion
whereby i can have another area to focus on
when things get too stressed up.
and i'm sure BT agrees with me,
cause i remembered him saying so at the beginning of the year :)
band practice later
i love full band practices :)
cant wait for Breaking Dawn.
one thing i have to say, Eclipse is nice:)
shoot whoever that say not nice