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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
its 31st dec 2009 today (:and i shall do a 'writeup' cum 'reflection' on the year 2009,
like what i usually do.
2009 was filled with major events for me,
events like SYF and the A levels.
regarding band,
i continue to meet alot of wonderful people there
the 'band clique' expanded to include people like gerard and all
becoming closer with elijah, minghuat and gerard.
and i felt happier when amksian juniors came to join the band
juniors like pupeng, laura, joanna.
i was delighted to have them to join us,
and i'm glad to be able to guide them through the first few months in nyjc
though i didnt really helped them much,
but i'm glad to be there for them whenever they are crying or are in need.
i'm glad to see laura picking herself up once again
and return to her usual happy-smiling self.
and if laura happens to be reading this,
'xinrou! jiayou okay! (: dont let those days haunt you again,
must be stronger, and i know you can (: '
and to pupeng,
'whatever it is, i know you will do much better this year
and.. dont regret whatever choices that you made and decided
cause there is no pointing harping on what is already over.
i love ya!'
i love band for a whole lot of reasons
and when band stepped down in preparations for A levels,
i really feel so terrible cause i felt that there are no ways to release my stress.
but then, it was then when i came to treasure my classmates more..
the usuals, or the 'clique'
which consists of shirl,val,ibu,mimitan,joc was the few whom i see daily
seat together during lectures,
crap and joked,
laugh and ridiculed together
and i vividly remember that last year during level camp,
the person was telling us that your friends would be the ones
who will push and pull you through ur jc life, and you must treasure them.
i feel that it really make alot of sense.
without them to hear my complaints and all,
i feel that i will feel so suffocated.
this year, we became closer and understand each other more.
its a blessing to have such friends especially in a jc.
cause i've heard so many tales about back stabbing among friends
muggers and all.
but, they arent (:
i'm so so so so glad (:
this year, i've a problem about some friends,
and the irony about this issue is that it doesnt concern me,
but i can say that i'm the most affected.
i held on so tightly to some, and let go of some
i forced myself to take sides, and i ended so so so lost.
and i told myself that i will leave everything until after A lvls,
and then i will make things right.
thanks to advices that some of my friends gave,
that issue is somewhat solved.
i've learnt to accept friends just the way they were
and to learn to respect whatever decisions that they made
and to treat each friendship individually,
if you can understand what i mean.
this issue have been bugging me for countless days and nights
but i'm glad that its solved.
and i solved this problem by facing it and not running away from it.
this year,
i want to thank so many people
for instance, mr wong, who's really a concientious teacher
and he finally made me love maths.
my classmates and i met him for countless consultations,
and we can really feel his passion towards teaching.
i hope to be such a teacher in time to come (:
this year, i find it harder for me to study as compared to last year.
i find a decrease in discipline and that totally freaks me out.
i just hope that i can get into university..
ahh...i wish with all my heart.
anyway,
hope year 2010 will be a much better year for everyone(:
people, stay in the pink of health and achieve wonderful grades (: