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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
okok..i shall make a promise to blog more frequently now alright? (:
almost 3 months into my work,
i realise i benefitted and learnt much more than i think i would.
getting immune to parents who loses their mind,
learning NOT to take things to heart,
taking it better when parents says ''i'll write to MOE/CASE/HEAD OFFICE to complain''
somehow somewhere, i remember that people like BT has always been teaching me this.
i vividly remember him scolding me and tears of self-pity just welled up in my eyes.
thats was years ago when i'm in sec one
and i'm ashamed to say that actually all the way up to sec three,
i still have easy tears that flowed.
during early syf audition,
he said to a junior ' no wonder you cant play well, like SL like junior'
i was really upset and if i'm not wrong,
my vision was blinded by tears, yet again.
i sense impatience in BT
and i must say i cant blame him for that.
instead of doing something practical,
i wasted time on crying.
i thank BT and BAND and SECTION for enabling me to learn to be stronger.
not to cry so easily.
maybe because that the environment then was still a School
students were more or less protected then.
sheltered teenagers.
therefore, i took three whole years to learn to be stronger.
but now, in just less than 3 months,
i'm forced to be stretched.
frontline job isnt a very nice thing to be.
but still, i meet some very very very very nice teachers,
whom i admire and love :D
every job as its ups and downs
and though i may complain,
deep in my heart i know that this job is the easiest and better job
as compared to the jobs i'll get next time.
so yep, i'm happy and satisfied.
alright, enough about work.
i've applied for both universities.
first choice of nus is : engineering science
first choice of ntu is : physics and applied physics.
was struggling between my first and second choices of nus
cause i wasnt sure to choose engineering science of faculty of science.
but now, since i've made up my mind,
i wont allow myself to regret.
no matter what comes in the future,
i wont regret it (:
if regrets are not able to change a single thing,
what for make myself suffer?
randoms:
i miss Nanyang Junior College
to me, that's the school with the best studying environment.
especially during night studies,
or self studies with my friends during holidays or weekends.
when everyone is studying hard together,
it serves as a motivation to strive on too.
i've never regret choosing AMKSS and NYJC.
just like i wont regret choosing this uni course.
i'll just wait for the results (:
even if i get into my second choice instead,
i'll not regret, and i'll make sure i do very well there too :)
last of all,
i miss my juniors! hope everyone is getting on fine!
if i can, i'll go both the nyjc concert and amkss concert (: