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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
was it me who made it sound so complicated or was it you that made it sound so simple?i dont want to say exactly how demoralised i feel right now
i seldom regret, because i dont see the point in it.
so dont make me do it.
i cant see how on earth im going to be stuck with this school, this course, these modules
and yes, these friends.
it's sad to say so, i know.
but i seriously cant 'connect'
as if we are of a different frequency.
friendships issues aside, i've more urgent things that i've got to see to.
i'm staring into heaps and little hills,
and i'm holding on to BLANK foolscaps.
its not that i dont want to do that,
but i dont know how to.
i cant help but feel that i've wasted my time totally.
its saddening that weekends are almost over.
one whole week to pull through.
i just hope that i'll be tougher and stronger each time i receive a blow.