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the girl next door  Cheryl Low ' Eighteen. ' Clarinetist. ' NYJCian ' 08th Nov '91 --- I love the life of performing arts alot and my life is all about Family and Friends --- please remember to tagg! (: |
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
yesterday was bad. very bad.and i hated the tears that flowed.
i havent got used to crying myself to sleep,
and until i looked at the mirror in the morning,
my swollen eyes told me the full story.
anna says that i'm a good counsellor.
i dont think so.
i guess its just because i'm better at lying to myself.
telling myself that everything's going to be alright.
actually, i do find it hard to console,
especially when i'm not in a mood myself.
when i'm feeling insecure,lousy and wrecked,
i really dont know how to tell others that they sky's blue and everything's going to be fine.
i dont want to give up just like that.
i'll not.
no matter how much it takes, i believe that i will not give up
simply because i'm Cheryl Low.
just that,
i need sometime to let things sink in.
sigh.